There's so much to say, so much to process - but right now all I feel is incredible pain.
We've been waiting for this day to arrive - putting everything in place - and you think you're ready - but you're not.
The end was very peaceful, Carol just couldn't fight anymore and it was time for her to let go - I'm sure we'll see the good in that at some point - but right now all I can see is an empty space where Carol should be.
My beautiful lady - my soulmate and the love of my life.
The bravest person I've ever known - so incredibly brave.
Theres nothing I or anyone can say to make it hurt less. Love you so much and you should be so proud of yourself for the way you have looked after Carol. You are amazing.
ReplyDeleteAlways in our thoughts, forever in our hearts xxxx
Yes Mike, so incredibly brave. She had the help, love and support of one very special man & her wonderful family. Hang on to that Mike, to the fact that you made her so incredibly happy. Always in our thoughts, it has enriched the lives of everybody who knows you. Love to you all xxx
ReplyDeleteRight now, nothing makes sense the world is still turning and your life has stopped. nobody can change that, you have fought so hard as a family with so much dignity and as an outsider i've watched with great admiration for everything you did. life can be so cruel but some people are just to good for this short life and go onto a much more enriched one, i know you will miss carol with every bone in your body but remember she will always be with you until its time to meet again. you will have something to look forward to for the rest of your life and your beautiful wife will be there waiting with open arms. sending you and all your family all the strength in the world to get through this but im sure carol has left you with so much of that.
ReplyDeleteall my love Kimberley
(carlys friend, camerons mummy)
So sorry to read this. Your are in my thoughts.
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